星期六, 一月 15, 2005

唉.....

今天真的没怎么样。

我原本是想今天整天呆在家整理一下我的桌面之类的,谁知道一早就不舒服,在床上还躺一整天呢。傍晚的时候他来电了,聊了一会儿。唉....我每天都期盼他早点回来。

看完环朱格格后,我和我妈出去买一条我很早就看上的裙子。

那就这样吧,我也没什么可说了。又闷又累又难受的........

星期四, 一月 13, 2005

Here I am to blog again........

Weell, I am right now in my office doing nothing again. I don't know if this is good or bad but there isn't anything much to do as the company is not really started yet.........just correcting stuff here and there, Hmmmm.........my job seems to be not anything more than a normal office boy or just a receptionist.

He didn't call yesterday . He actually called in the afternoon but you know.........the contents that we are toi speak of are not things that yo ushould be saying in office moreover, it is not so good to use the phone for long when you just started out with this job.

Sigh...........I was so sad last night. So wanted to call him but couldn't get him. His hp no money. You know it is all about the money stuff again. I really hate my life right now. You know that there is a rather very heavy, dreaded feeling about everything and you feel so sian as you know that there are a lot of things that you need to pay and the amount is a lot and you owe a lot of people money eg tuition etc and the worst part about it is that you are reminded about it like every other day. It is like, it is so much of my responsibility to do all this paying that was incurred without my knowledge and then there is no such thing as money being shared in the family? Is this a good or bad thing? among family members, there is the who borrow from who and must pay back thingy. This kind of feeling is really very terrible as there is like something big for you to pay back and because of this, you cannot do a lot of things that you want to do. It is like it is all so not fair that financial situations are as such that the kids must help to pay stuff, everythign is like so unfair, but yet again, the most painful part about all this is that life was never meant to be fair anyway.

Other Youngsters of my age mainly look upon temp jobs etc as a chance to earn some pocket money for themseleves, buy some things that they really want to or maybe it is saving for a trip to wheverever with friends........but it is not like that for me. Off course there are also some plans to buy some stuff, but I need to be more burdened by the need earn money to pay back this tuition thingy, to give who back or give my parents etc that at the end of the day, i totally can't do anything for myself...............weep weep...............

星期三, 一月 12, 2005

ok....
I am finally glad to announce that I have QUIT my job at dfs changi airport. I am currently working as a customer service officier at a taiwan education firm. Ok, it is a e-learning firm that has many branches all around the world with the headquaters in Taiwan. So they are just starting up their branch here in Sinagpore, recruiting people and preparing for their offical openning in April.

About the job.......
well, there wasn't much to do today, just looking at their stuff, looking at their website etc, really nothing to do. but i know that in this job, it will become something challenging with a lot of things to see to. On the other hand, I am still looking out for that bank job just in case they have the job lah.....don't know how will things turn out. As for the dfs side, I just call to say that I will quit, when it comes to about the notice period, I just say that I won't. They say deduct 5 days pay. that is about 200+. Not a lot money and I also heck care as I really don't like the job.........

To be continued...........

星期二, 一月 11, 2005

I told myself that I will write this blog entry yesterday but in the end I didn't as it was approaching 4 am in the morning and I was really getting sleepy. Ok....So now....I have got like so many things to tell you that I can't tell it to you in Chinese or I will really take very long for me to finish.

Firstly....my luck with shoes.......

Well, you see I have got really very bad luck with shoes of late. The first shoe I fall in love with looks like a converse but it is a high heel. Normal heel height, sharp pointed rubber front, boot cut slightly above the ankles. Even when I tried the largest size the shoe was still too tight in front. The sales girl was saying that the front of the shoe will expand a little but I think expanding a little won’t really help much. 2nd shoe that I fall in love with, was a 6 inch heel with wrap around the leg kind of strings with are detachable, cool black leather straps with metal buckle. But it was from Everbest, costing $128. Another shoe that I realty like was the black straps shoes which are featured in the Charles and Keith advertisement with the girl lying sideways on the sofa. There was blue, white and black. The size 6 white was a exact fin so I decided that I should take size seven black. There was no stock. The person called every outlet that they have in Singapore, they have 7 other colors but not black. I made an order. When asked how long will the stock take to come, 3 wks-1mnth? It better be 3 wks or it will be too late for Chinese New Year. Then there was this other Charles and Keith shoe that I only moderately.....what bad luck huh?

Secondly...........finding another job......

Yesterday and today is extremely eventful in terms of finding a job. Well, as I kept saying, I totally hate the people at DFS, there is too much politics going around which is worsen but the commission money factor. You get accused, you are a victim of biasness, all friendliness and helpfulness of nearly everyone is falsehood. Moreover, the pay dispute and the change in commission percentage and the grumbling permanent staff about the temp staff snatching their sales, it is a scam to pay the temp staff as little as possible. First there was this bank call centre job that was confirmed but while the agent was giving me the details is some paper signing to do, the bank call back and said that they had some headcount problem and can only decide whether a not to employ at the end of this week or early next week. Then today, I went for this interview that was very successful that the person wants me to start immediately. It is a Taiwan based international e learning company with a lot of branches all over the world and they are starting up their branch here in Singapore and I will be employed as a customer service officer. The bank job pays more, possible Monday offs and rotating shifts while the customer service officer is a Monday to Friday kind of thing and pays less. I personally think that I can learn more as a customer service officer but the thing is that when my beau comes back, he can only go out on Mondays only. How?? Sad….confused….want to discuss with him but his bloody hp got not $ and has expired........quarreled about it.

Thirdly........my braces.......

Finally, after wearing it for nearly 3 years, I have finally removed my braces. My teeth look a bit yellow but I can now smile with more confidence. I will be collecting the retainers next week, retainers are alright in terms of looks as compared to braces. Finally, I can eat vegetable and stuff with much lesser problems than before.......eg, the food being stack or coiled at the wires. Everybody, smile!!
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